fetal friendship

When I go up north I'm leaving everything behind. It's going to be a brand new slate and I don't have to worry about the residue that I'll be leaving at home. It's a wonderful feeling. I'll be especially sad to part from new friendships... mostly because I consider us as having a fetal friendship. I'm sad that we won't get the opportunity to develop into something as rich as the friendships that started many years ago. I'm sad that you guys won't understand why I do the things I do, or why "Ain't No Mountain High" is my favorite song, or why I am the person I am today. I'm sad because I feel like I'll be missing out on many beautiful relationships. And here's to all my best friends, I'll miss you guys but seriously, I doubt it'll affect anything. You guys know me all too well to forget about me, even if you wanted to. I'm pretty sure my cheesy catch phrases and my wonderfully peculiar antics are embedded into your memories(hopefully) whether you like it or not. So quite frankly, I'm not afraid to be far from you guys.

I tried not to be sappy, I still have until mid September til I leave... and I'll be back during winter break for a month, but I had this in my head and I really wanted to write it.

I got two photo albums, I'm really stoked to fill them up! =)

I say "I" a lot. This needs to change.

Have an amazing week. Love you.
Esther

Black Hole Sun

Black Hole Sun by Soundgarden

I really like this song, I hope you guys do too.
And don't just listen to the first thirty seconds of it...